lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Monday, June 29
-11:13 pm
It's only when you talk to people, regarding things that matter or not to them, then you will know what kind a person they are, the values they hold, the lifestyles they are accustomed to.
Twice, I have been reminded that sometimes despite what we are taught, people can still hold differing views on the same topic.
I am glad that I am raised by my parents who gave and mould me who I am today. I may not like certain aspects of myself but I have come to accept them more or less. It's only through God's grace and strength then I'll be able to change myself.
On a high note, changes are coming soon and they sound positive. I pray that they certainly will. :]
Saturday, June 27
-1:32 am
Transformer themed yahoo.
AWESOME!
Just loves the way the Japanese do things. HOHO.
Friday, June 26
-9:20 pm
Michael Jackson. RIP.
I did like his music, but after all his ugly news came out, he eventually went into the back of my brain. I remembered going for his concert in Singapore back in the 1990s. YES I WENT WITH MY FAMILY. I WAS VERY YOUNG. My parents bought tickets for all of us because they were interested in going. It was kinda exciting. I could remember seeing him on stage dancing and singing and my family rocking to them. HOHO. And then there was all the Michael Jackson sega games? My brother loved that.
I was kinda shocked when I saw the news on TVmobile. Thought what happened to him when I saw the breaking news, thought he was sent to the hospital or something. Then I noticed the 'DIES' and then somewhere in the back of my mind it went 'oh man..'. But after a while, I didn't care much 'cause I had to alight.
Soon after, everyone from everywhere will say "so you know MJ died?"
It's a pity he died so young, and just right before all his scheduled concerts (even though it's to pay back all his debts - 400 million I heard (dunno what currency some more ._.). Anyway, to a pop icon whom I had enjoyed his music in my childhood.
Friday, June 19
-12:57 am
JAPAN! JAPAN!
HONG KONG! HONG KONG!
ALL COMING UP IN 2010. GRADUATION HAS NEVER BEEN SO EXCITING!
HELL YEAH!
2010 FOR THE WIN!
Wednesday, June 17
-10:14 pm
So we went to pack the orientation flyers today after that tremendous screw up on Monday. How can anyone messaged at 8.30 in the morning to say that the packing was cancelled for the day?! It only reflects the inefficiency of the entire committee, or maybe the officer in charge. Student Union. Hur. Speaks so much of what you can do then. Then again, it could be the school admin's problem, therefore making the SU a scapegoat of everyone grouses.
2500-3000 envelopes (for our row because we were so much faster haha.) were no joke. Kao. I will never ever want to become a factory worker. That wasn't interesting at all. Seriously, I wonder how did the subjects persuade themselves that a boring task is interesting when there are no extrinsic rewards (an experiment). In any case, we helped till about 4 before leaving for good. They should regulate the size of all the flyers to A5, so that we don't have to deal with A4 size flyers. Honestly, what's the point of printing it so big? Waste money, waste effort. Rarh.
The more I think about it, the more unconfident I get, the more I want to ask questions so that I can have answers. But if I ask, then all maybe for naught. Going back to square one takes a lot of courage. Ah shin of Mayday loves to sing about jumping into the moment, living the life that one desire to live and not one whom one is contented to live in, grabbing the chance, go with your impulses etc. To lose everything takes courage. It seems that as we get older, we take small cautious steps instead of gigantic bold ones because we can't and don't want to pick ourselves up all over again. We make do.
Sometimes I wonder, is making do such a cowardice move? What's wrong with making do?
Nothing wrong perhaps, but we can never get what we desire in the end. Living in
this moment now is probably all I can do. When time is right, courage is built, position is appropriate, then maybe I can get the answers I want.
Dear Lord, this is all I ask of You. For now.
Monday, June 15
-10:52 pm
I haven't been updating because well, life has been uninteresting.
No work, so I can't really go out and listen into other people's conversation and make smart alec comments here.
No FYP supervisor confirmation, so I can't go all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at my jubilation.
I could have wrote something on today's should-have-been plans to go serangoon then school to pack flyers for FOC but no, stupid SU had to be so inefficient (because envelopes are not ready yet) to cancel the packing on the morning itself. WTF.
But basically, I wasn't productive at home (proverb of the day -.-). So many could-have-been that could have happened today but nothing did. I'm bored because all I can do online now is to watch tv shows, play bejeweled on FB and the occasional MSN. FF.net is boring now. So is fictionpress now that my favourite author has gone offline because of inconsiderate people who think plagarism is nothing at all. Write your own story la. WTF.
Someone recommend something for me to do at home, so that I don't have to spend money. :[
キンナバルへ行きますから、きをつけてください。
Tuesday, June 2
-11:54 pm
I'm watching the above and it's fantastic! How come starworld is showing reruns of FRIENDS OVER AND OVER AGAIN when they can just show new stuff like How I Met Your Mother?! Seriously. Neil Patrick Harris is great! Love his character because he makes all the cracks. Hee. Apparently 4 seasons into the show, Ted has yet to tell us who is his wife. -.- I guess that's alright or else, it would have probably ended by the first season. And sitcoms can last forever. hehe. Anyway, onto episode 5! :D
