lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Thursday, April 26
-4:35 pm
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.
Fann Wong and Jolin Tsai!?!?!??!? Keira Knightly???! Seriously do I even look like any of them? Except maybe Matsu Takako. LOLS.
I'd thought 叶童 will come out. Maybe she's not in their database. She's the one on the right. Maybe I used to look like her when I'm younger 'cause my cousins had betted that if they had sent me to those celebrities look alike kinda contest, they had gotten money for it. Just joking I know. Now that I think of it, if you were to compare my sec 1 photo (the passport kind which they force everyone to take when school first started.) I think we would really look somewhat alike. Ah well. Back to stats.
Wednesday, April 25
-10:37 pm
they say money makes the world goes round,
i say ignorance makes the world goes round.
sometimes people are just too caught up in their own world to look at the big picture. what's a little money to save the world? yeah it's prolly going to be "what!? this is peanuts to you? do you know how much peanuts are worth to others?" kinda debate. but money is not really the real issue here? it's about trying to get people do things at the quickest time. that's prolly what they are trying to do here.
it's the only thing that makes us really look up and see the issue.
yes blame them for trying to find a quick solution, but give them credit for knowing us and proving that it works EVERYTIME.
so yeah i'm a tree-hugger. so i support that move, albeit knowing that it was prolly done for money and profit. what's wrong with trying to save the world? don't everyone have a superhero complex on some level? and blame the capitalist world, if you must.
perhaps i'm ignorant to some. perhaps i'm looking at my little world instead of the big picture.
so i say: ignorance makes the world goes round.
Monday, April 23
-6:03 pm
I've never felt so unprepared for an EXAMINATION before. It's not a very nice feeling. On the other hand, I just feel like screaming "F**K it! WHAT'S ONE HP202!" But I know I can never do that. Screw nine days worth of studying, it doesn't make me feel like studying at all. This is reverse psychology lor. =__=
And we just had a thunderstorm-like.. shower? There was plenty of lightnings and thunders but the rain? It was pitifully little for that level of orchestrated music. Now the sky looks beautifully peaceful, with patches of blue and white fluffy clouds.
I WANNA GO HAVE A RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, April 22
-12:04 am
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance. Song of the month. =]
Noticed them while surfing through MTV. Man I was caught instantly. I know of the band through Ghost of You but well, this is more addictive. Almost as addictive as Stolen by Dashboard Confessional. ALMOST.
I was thinking of the need to write one thing or event that surprise me everyday. It helps the brain you know, not that I need it a lot
now. (It helps older people more when the brain is degenerating slowly, keeps their cognition there ya know?) I have a lot of help from the exams. Speaking of which, I know I should be studying for it but it's too much. Almost 700 worth of information to absorb. This is crazy. Essays to write some more. Man, it's the cost of having a 4AU module? No excuse to really flunk it since I have 9 days to study. Which alot of people LIKE to remind me. Haha. But it's damn sickening to see the same kind of stuff repeating over and over again. There are main ideas to all the sub-points and they are making me feel complacent about the exams. -sighs-
But I digress.
Anyway, about the a surprise point a day. Now that I have learnt about that, it made me more conscious of things around me. I so want to write them down and get philosophical about it. HAHA. Not that that is not true, but it sounds pompous lor. Oh well, I'll try. lol.
I need a good dose of House season 3, CSI: NY season 3 (more specifically Danny/Lindsay moments), Heroes (I heard it's good), Ugly Betty and Grey's Anatomy. It's all avaliable on tudou but the clips never work really well. I'm
ANXIOUS to finish them all to call myself a seasoned American TV buff. Haha.
Here's Carmine Giovinazzo. Danny Messer of CSI: NY
All pictures courtesy of A Danny and Lindsay Fansite: Stolen-Glances.com
HAWTNESS!!!!!!!!!!
He makes me wanna learn Italian all for him. And I change my mind about muscle guys. (He actually wanted to be a professional baseball player but had a back injury I think. Baseball world's loss, TV's gain! Yayness! haha.) Not even Wu Chun can do that to me. Wahahahaha. And he speaks with a Staten Island (NY) accent which is really.. a turn on. XD He makes Wentworth Miller a little boring 'cause Michael Scofield is a nerd with a cool and analytical mind. His passion is more inward. Danny is a nerd too or else how he'd be a CSI, but he's one with a temper and attitude. His passion is directed outwards.
-sighs- I hope I'll get a good dream tonight. Hahahahahaha.
I wish.
Wednesday, April 11
-9:05 pm
The past week has been traumatic.
With her gone, I guess the inevitable split has finally arrived.
We don't know how the future will look like, but we'll definitely become even more mo sheng from each other. Especially cousins whom we are not close in the first place. Perhaps there will be gatherings but they will be sporadic compared even to now. It's sad.
But it will arrive sooner or later.
We had never been close but you were dear.
Goodbye Grandmama.
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I have tons of things to do. Minutes to finish up, meeting rooms to book, projects to complete, tests to study, exams to mug, gatherings to go. And all I can think of is 孙燕姿's 我怀念的。
我懷念的
作詞：姚若龍
作曲：李偲菘
編曲：Martin Tang
製作：李偲菘
我問為什麼 那女孩傳簡訊給我
而你為什麼 不解釋低著頭沉默
該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我
還是明白你已不想 回首
＃想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著 把愛都走曲折
假裝了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狽比失去難受
＊我懷念的 是無話不說
我懷念的 是一起作夢
我懷念的 是爭吵以後
還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那年星空 最近的右手
在那的胸口 誰記得 (誰忘了)＊
REPEAT＃＊
我懷念的 是無言感動
我懷念的 是絕對炙熱
我懷念的 是你很激動求我原諒
抱著我的痛
我記得你在背後 我記得
我顫抖著 記錄感覺相擁
最美的煙火 最沉的相擁
誰愛的太脆弱 誰過頭愛了
誰要走我的心誰忘了那就是承諾
誰自故自走 誰忘了相處過
誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔
(我懷念的 )
我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口
我放手 我讓座 假灑脫
誰懂我多麼不捨得
太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說
This is a sad song. (I think the lyrics is a little wrong.) Haha. I did not meet anything sad la. Just think it's so melancholy that it's depressing. Somehow, people just like to be a masochist sometimes.
I dreamt of him. It's nostalgic. Haha, I can almost swear I had the same dream before. It's great seeing him though, even in dreams. Lols.
Last post of the month I supposed. See ya in May.
Sunday, April 1
-1:20 am
Those who had watched it, I don't have to elaborate much.
Rather than arguing about the facts of history and how discriminating the movie was to the other races, let's just concentrate at the hearts, minds and souls of these men who had sacrificed for ideals men who now have forgotten. Are we able to do the same as them?
New Nana chapter is out. OMG. It's another puzzle fitted into the big picture. Somehow I think Reira is dead. Looking at the haunted look in Shin-chan's eyes, things must have gone wrong for her. Even Takumi had withdrawn from the music scene, not even into backstage which he said he would go if Trapnest was to disband. It's possible that Yasu has returned to being a lawyer. Komatsu Nana is working. Nobuo is back with his family resort. Now I just want to know what had happened to Miu and Yuri. Ai Yazawa just refused to draw Yasu's and Nobu's left hand.
Argh what the hell to them all!?
Now I feel an urge to buy all the DVDs of the movies I have and would like to watch. Make a movie collection.
I always have expensive hobbies. *sighs*
