lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, April 30
-2:26 pm
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!
Like more than 24 hours ago la.. Lols
Well, upon reaching home, (after like lugging everything back, thanks to Sharon's father for driving me back. :)) I sat down in front of the computer and watched everything related to Wu Yue Tian on youtube. Like all the MTVs and the shows which they attended and such.
Gosh.
I think my eyes were super crossed when i finally tried to go to sleep this morning.
This group of people are super farnie la.
And Ah Shin's lyrics are like super duper romantic can? Just listen to 一千个世纪，最重要的小事 etc and somehow don't you wish your boyfriend will also sing or say this kind of things to you? :]
Now, I finally see the point of creating a playlist in my Zen player.
Sunday, April 27
-11:50 pm
《回到地球表面》
IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
五月天万岁！
Tuesday, April 15
-9:51 pm
I've a Japanese exam tomorrow at 5.30pm. I just can't bring myself to study for it. Haiz. But for the sake of A+/A/A-, I must. Haiz.
It gets depressing 'cause nothing online can cheer me up. Since nothing online can cheer me up, what's left?
(i) i've no books to read, isn't that depressing?
(ii) my music playlist is getting boring. That's pretty depressing too.
(iii) my shows are too long for a break. They are 45 minutes long. Totally unjustified for only study an hour block. meh.
(iv) there're a whole lot of things to do this summer holidays should I get the research assistant position. But there are so many people applying! kinda sian-ed. Hope I can really get it!! Or else, this hols is off slaving for money again. Really wish I can get the position so that I can really do schedule something different for once.
(v) I'm just really looking forward to the ends of the exams so that i can blow off a whole lot of money on shopping. Wahahahaha.
Now they are going to break Lindsay and Danny up. WTH?!?!!? Anna may not act very well, (but honestly, I don't really care) what's the point of stringing her and Danny up in the first place?!? They are making Danny looking like a playboy! (Which he prolly is) All because of his guilt, then he go find another woman?!?! GARHHH. What's the point of that premier photo that Anna and Carmine had shot for!?! What's the point of telling us their positions are representing a heart or whotshiat. -__- I'm pissed. Yea I'm pissed. *pouts*
BUT
Fox is going to bring Sara back! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Speaking of Prison Break, I'll need to catch that last episode of the 3rd season! I'm so psych for the 4th! :]]]]]]]
Sunday, April 13
-9:55 pm
It is a challenge getting to know new people and getting used to their way of thinking and their method of doing things.
As much as I'll like to contribute more ideas, there's no use asking for more if we aren't exactly on the right frequency. Simplicity is a nice thing sometimes I guess.
Maybe it's cause of guilt that's why I'm trying to do more but then, maybe the more I do, the worser the situation may be. It's time to stop and do as they say. Listen to their suggestions and really think through the whole thing. Maybe my ideas are really too far off.
But somehow, just somehow, there's this nagging feeling that it's not enough. We just haven't explained something crucial. It could be me just being too sensitive to strive more for this project seeing that there's a chance for getting a not bad grade.
However, things usually don't go my way anyway.
Things will be better I pray. Somehow, it will and it does.
I'll really need to LEARN WELL this lesson call patience.
Saturday, April 12
-7:43 pm
A lot of stuff in my house have been going crazy.
First it was my one month old phone. It was in at home when it decided that somehow the SIM card was not suitable for it to transfer the contacts to. Then it just had to refuse showing the ID of my contacts. Great.
Second to go crazy was the Acer desktop. It's approximately 3 years old and probably suffered great abuse from us. From downloading stuff to 7 hours DOTA abuse from my brother, I doubt it have been in great condition since year 2. But then, I have bias against Acer anyway. So, I wish we could have bought a better one than Acer. :p
Then the 24 year old refrigerator leaked its final gas. LOL. It's older than me can!?! My parents bought it when they first moved to Bukit Batok after having my elder brother. It's going to be weird to see it go after like seeing it all my life. It is the oldest surviving electronic in this house and now, it has to be scraped because of "old age". I'm pretty sad. :[ Now that the family is so used to having 2 refrigerators, we have to buy another. Small one la, since this old old one is small too. The repairman mentioned that old products are more hardy. I agree with him so much. Electronics nowadays are too delicate, don't you think? Maybe it's all the manufacturers' fault. This is just the way of getting people to scrape stuff and buy more. Haha.
I screwed my Jap 2 oral. yay. super sian-ed by it. now I just can't stop thinking and feeling stupid about it. I'm pretty sure I'll be like the worst oral student ever. Lousy.
I have to go off to finish my report. I shall endeavor to finish it by 9!!! Then I'll have to bath and prepare for tomorrow's class. Then maybe I shall write my report as well. Hmm.
Wednesday, April 9
-11:07 am
New Skin.
Things that you do to escape studying. Haiz.
Sunday, April 6
-8:47 pm
Church's violin lessons have began. I'm getting the itch to get into the thick of things too.
Seeing little boys of less than 3 years old carrying a size 1/10 violin is too cute for words. *squeals* I admire the teacher's patience with them. The parents too. *claps* It is certainly not that they don't understand instructions, it's just that how long can they really concentrate and how much they really understand what they are doing. I have a feeling they are mostly just imitating what the adults are doing. LOLs. It's a family bonding event definitely - so many parents are learning the instrument as well.
However, I wonder how much will really stay to become an orchestra. Violin takes hard work. It's not like the piano where the note is already set in place for you. An out note is very obvious with the violin.
Maybe that's what put me off in the first place. Hmmm, the grade 1 exams too. (Well!! I was what 11? and have no musical background at all!??! And I never did practice much, it was a lot of memory work. Haha.)
I chopped my hair length by 3 inches! It feels different. :]
*hopefully the air is clear by tomorrow. We'll talk. We must.*
Friday, April 4
-11:47 pm
Come Back Down
Lifehouse
Staring right back in the face
A memory can’t be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
and everything I’m gonna miss
I know, that I can’t hide
All this time is passing by
I think its time to just move on
[Chorus]
When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone
With what you’re going through
Start to breathe and fake a smile
Its all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside
I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong
[Chorus]
You’re coming back down
You say you feel lost, can i help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You’re coming back down
You don’t have to tell me what you’re feeling
I know what you’re going through
I wont be the one that lets go of you
I think its time to just move on
[Chorus] x 2
How I wish someone can sing this to me. :]
Fucking tired of everything. Blame this on stress and not enough sleep. Ever
since reading that 5.5 hours are enough for a normal human being to function
well in terms of cognitive thinking, my brain and body seem to adopt the idea
very quickly. I've been sleeping at 2am but waking up to any noise by 7plus am.
Add to the fact that sleep was very disturbed, I'm fucking tired all the time now.
I'm seriously sorry about the foul language.
It's just that everything doesn't add up now.
Even a good story with damn good dialogues and damn fine desciption doesn't make me
feel good because I'm feeling the stress of just having 1.5 days to finish an essay
worth 20%. I fucking hate essays now.
Of cutthroat bitches/bastards and the capitalistic world. (cynic. hurhur)
Tuesday, April 1
-12:38 am
When I thought I had troubles reaching even 8 pages for HA103 report, I'm already fast approaching the 9th page without half of what I wanted to write. Blame it on citations and quotes. :] I endeavor to finish it by 1am so I can sleep at 1.15am. Maybe one wahjong before I go to sleep too.
And then, 1 major HP324 paper and 1 HP309 report and presentation to do. Sucks.
Happy April's Fool!
No, the above post contains all true materials. Serious.
