Monday, March 28
-6:11 pm
Hmm, nothing much. Life is pretty boring now. And I mean BORING. Nothing else but studying, studying, church-ing, studying, studying, CO practices/outings, studying and more studying. So boring. I want to go out relax and play!! But there's nothing much in Singapore that we can do. If it's not shopping, then it's movie-ing, if not, then it's beach. Same old stuff all over again. Man, I wish I can go overseas and go backpacking. Just trot around the world without a care for my workload.
That's some bubble for the day. Sad.
Movie-ing isn't that bad actually, but only if there are movies that you want to catch. Sighs. There's a lack of good movies now. When is Charlie and the Chocolate Factory coming out?!?!!? I want to go watch!! I want Creative Micro Zen too! But no -absolved- I shall earn my keep. I will work and slave for my salary and splurge on it. Same goes for my wardrobe. Can't be too shabby once you get into university. Hahaha. Oh wells.
I finally got to watch Shrek 2 after a long long while. (Without Shrek at that. but since Wee Long said it's fine without it, so ok lor.) LOL, it was funny man. I like puss in boots. Haha, kitty eyes. Man, he's so adorable. ^.^ No wonder almost everyone put up his picture for their friendster account. Lalala.
Thursday, March 24
-9:26 pm
Yeah! Block Test is finally over, save for Biology SPA. But who cares, can't study much for it anyway. Hm, all in all, BT was rather horrifying. Did the worst GP paper ever, best maths paper ever. Chemistry just sucks. Biology still ok. Man, it probably be good if I just got back my promo's results. Oh well, small blessings.
Shucks, feeling dizzy today lar, although we were supposed to be having Bel's (post) birthday celebrations. So sorry Bel, kinda shao xing huh.. Think it was a recurrent of my old sickness when I had back in NJ. Stupid virus attack. Haha, oh well.
Nothing much happened this week. Just like pure mugging session lar. Felt so burnt out. Imagine, this is only BT lor, what will happen when A levels come around. Good gawd. I need a break and I'm not sleeping well!! Oh no! Stress from everywhere.. -pulls hair- sighs. Hope tomorrow's outing going to be a good relaxation one.
oh yeah, lastly, cocker spaniels are beautiful though they may be highly excitable. =P
Tuesday, March 15
-8:44 am
I think I'm more suited as a friend than a significant other.
In all cases.
Maybe I really will become a bachalorette. Single for life.
A heartening yet somewhat depressing thought.
Hmmm...
Saturday, March 12
-12:01 am
11 March 2005.
One of the happiest day of my entire life. One of the greatest birthday celebration I ever had. [The other one was last year's.]
Had early dismissal from school.
Went to PS for lunch at Pizza Hut. Yum yum!
Took neoprints with 10 of us squeezing in it. Along with my lovely sunflower! =D
Rushed back to school for Sterling lecture, which was actually quite interesting if you are interested in food. Hmm, it's quite cool leh, come to think of it.. The stuff the lecturer presented. But then the attitude given by the audience was not very becoming of people of 17/18 years old. Disappointed was all I could see from the teachers.
Met up with Keni, Florence and Ming Fang! Yeah!! Long long time never see them le! Heheh! Watched Lemony Snicket's. It was hilarious and touching too. Oh man.. The show is worth a watched. Jim Carrey already made it worth all the while.
Saw lotsa TVPS people, ZHSS people and SAJC people. LOLs, almost practically the whole world was there larh. Haha.
Dinner at KFC.
Took neoprints again. LOL. Hester is going to be ... with me if she ever gets to know about it.
Took MRT home.
Felt loved by 62 and all.
Wonderful day that it was.
Thank you for all the presents, well wishes and great time spent today. =D
Monday, March 7
-9:45 pm
I utterly hate my computer and the internet connection. They are damn bloody temperamental. If anyone is to start talking about getting new computers, they start to work fine. After a while, they start to get complacent.
What the frucktokinase.
I can't wait for my laptop once I get into university. Then I can leech on the people's connection since it's going to be wireless. Free internet connection, beat that. The advantage of living in a housing estate. Muhahaha.
Was in a pissy mood today. Sharon Koh like doesn't know her stuff, kept ranting off nonsense. Missed E.Lim terribly. Sharon Koh's pronounciation suck. She's killing my interest in Chemistry.
I'm dying from the stress. Somebody save me..
Sunday, March 6
-11:34 pm
Can anyone tell me what's wrong with doodle-board?!?! Is it just mine that has gone crazy or have all the doodle-boards doing some mass strike thingy? I wanna read my tags!!
Dang it.
One last thing, I hate the GP debate thing. It's making a mess in my brains.
-1:23 am
Had my first CO concert today, or rather yesterday. Haha. Damn cool lar, SCO. I wanna watch them perform again! Almost went to Dunman's performance but changed it to SCO. Ah!! I wanna go watch them again..
Met Kenneth on the train on the way to City Hall. So qiao lar. Made our way together to the station, what the heck, we are heading to the same place what.. -.- Anyways, Hester was late again. But she had got her retribution in a sort, (ok retribution sounds harsh..), she lost her hello kitty handphone pouch. She was pretty upset by it, since she only had it for a few days. And she liked it. Sighs. If she wasn't late, the possibility of it being lost would be so much more reduced. But then who knows too. Tried looking at the ground for it on our way back to the mrt station after dinner at Fish and Co. It's delicious by the way. Haha. But nopes, lady luck wasn't at our side today. Has got this bad feeling she will go to JE to buy it again..
Aiyes, really hope yq is going to be ok..
Friday, March 4
-11:10 pm
Your Existing Situation
Readily participates in things affording excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated.
Your Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Your Desired Objective
Needs a peaceful environment. Wants release from stress, and freedom from conflicts or disagreement. Takes pains to control the situation and its problems by proceeding cautiously. Has sensitivity of feeling and a fine eye for detail.
Your Actual Problem
Does not wish to be involved in differences of opinion, contention or argument, preferring to be left in peace.
Your Actual Problem #2
Needs to achieve a stable and peaceful condition, enabling her to free herself of the worry that she may be prevented from achieving all the things she wants.
Here. got this from maria. Haha. Quite interesting and true. It really put to words on what I basically am. Man, it just hit right to the core of me. Shucks, you guys should try it. It's fabulous. Haha.
Aiyes, the A and AO level results were out today. Many happy faces as well as sad/disappointed faces. Was happy with my own. But certainly can't say for others, my seniors especially. One was pretty disappointed, though it was quite good. One of his grades stood out like a sore thumb. Could empathise with him.. The other, well, just didn't do as well as he thought. Looking at them this way, I really felt worried for myself. O levels was like nothing, (no offense to the current O levels takers, but really..) the anticipation especially as compared to A levels. Watching them getting anxious over it, made me anxious for them too. It's like it's my results that I'm getting, rather then theirs. And the earlier part of the day, I had these thoughts that maybe we DON'T reap what we have sowed. Hard work is really bullshit. A levels is really about the amount of brain cells you can kill within that limited amount of time set to do that harmless piece of paper. There are people whom I've seen to put in tons of work into it, but they don't get the results they deserved. But then I was told otherwise that hard work pays off. Tremendously. So you see, I'm pretty much stuck in this little conflict that I've gotten myself into. I really wish there's an answer that will fall down from the heavens above.
But no.
I've got to find out myself. Guess that's what life is all about. Self-discovery.
Gah, I'm already freaking out. Time is passing away TOO fast for my liking. A levels is coming up. And this time next year, I'm going to get my results. WTF! I really think that I will screw it up lor. I'm so freaking out now. This is bad. Ok, I shan't make anymore comments of people mugging now. [I hope..] But please, have some time for relexation too, don't always go to the reading room. Haha.
Wednesday, March 2
-8:46 pm
Yea, first entry of the month. Nothing too exciting to comment about, just that TOMORROW is math's lecture test! What the hell am I doing here?!!
-shrugs- whatever.. Shall start mugging at 9.
A level results coming out on friday.. That will mean my chinese result is out by then. Wonder what will I get.. Hope it's something good, really really really don't wish to be burdened with chinese anymore, though I would really hate to not go for chinese classes. Because it's the only time where I can speak chinese freely. -indignant- I like chinese ok! Haha. Eeks, American Idol is on now and I have to say: this season's finalists are great! Damn, bet they will make Kelly Clarkson a run for her money! Anyways, hope I wouldn't get to see Kenneth last tomorrow, if we ARE still going out for dinner.. Don't wish to find him in his own pool of blood after friday. LOL! (told him i wanna go watch him jump, but then it's a class suicide thingy, maybe i shouldn't go. kinda traumatising to see what, 20 people falling down from the same block??) Come on dad, you know you can do it lar, stop being so pessimistic. Dammit, you are not the top GP student or consistently getting 4 100 percentiles for nothing, all rights? Hmm, scarly next year I'm going be as jittery as him.. But I have every reason so! Not getting good results now is one huge reason.. Arh wells, that we'll have to see how kind is this year's As going to be..
It's kinda scary when someone you can't identify giving you advice on something that you'd ranted. And then you've got this sneaky feeling that you know this unidentified person. Grr.. It's kinda horrible feeling you know.. And speaking of that, we had a ghostly-like scream in GP class yesterday. It's.. very eerie when the teacher was talking and then suddenly, *arh!!!!!* Goosepimples immediately came popping out. And the scariest thing? It didn't sound like it came from outside.. Oh man.. Just typing all this is making me feeling the creeps. Gah.
Yeah, SAJC magazine is out! Woots! But then, there aren't many things inside, kinda boring. The only interesting thing is looking at class pictures. And finding out or rather guessing who that girl is and see if she's really up to standard.. Curiousity always get the better of me.. Haha..
