Sunday, January 30
-8:03 pm
I just don't know why and how people can say that they don't like going for this and that, go around blaming who and who, when in the FIRST PLACE wanted to get into this situation. You asked for it, you blardy hell do your part.
Be careful of what you wish for.. Sounds familiar to you?
You say you care so much for your studies, but are you seriously studying for it? Or are you placing other things as your number one priority? Maybe you have some secret link to my blog, I don't really care. Been said by so many, the purpose of a blog is to rant and rant, who cares who read them anyway. Besides, I'm doing that to most people, so.. secret visitors, come all you want.
Just hope this time round, we choose people with the right attitude and a committee that has lesser people.
Saturday, January 29
-8:27 am
All right, by initiating, I mean that girls shouldn't be going all out to "chase"/court the guy. He should be the one doing it. Maybe having a crush or eyecandies are different. I'm talking about those really serious relationships kinda thing? Erm.. yeah. Didn't think I've put my thoughts well in words. Just go read "Quest for Love" by Elisabeth Elliot. You will get what I mean. I'm not saying one should follow every word she wrote as though it's a heaven decree, but there are guiding lines that I really feel that modern day people should think about and start doing it.
Nothing interesting to be noted. Just that I want to buy "Love Actually"!!!! I absolutely adore that show! It's so... romantic, to sum it all up. ^.^
Monday, January 24
-8:20 pm
Haiz, don't know whether today's a lucky day or an unlucky one. Reached the bus stop near my house at the usual time. But you know what? Blardy 74 and 852 came soooooooooooooooo slow!!!! Their frequencies decreased so much and all those Bukit Timah schools' students don't know what happen, all want coming at this time of the morning to take the buses. Ok, it's not their fault for trying to squeeze in. It's all the buses fault lar!!! For changing their frequencies. What the hell. Was so worried that I was going to be late.. Was never late to school before and I want to keep the slate clean.. Took a cab and the fare was $7.50. ..... Lucky it was the first day of the week, else I think I would have pon school, better to be not there then late. Reached school at 0720, and the side gate was jammed pack with people. Didn't know such things will happen sia.
Then came Chemistry lecture. No notes to take. Went through tutorials. Was let off 5 minutes earlier. Wow, that's like the first time ever lar. Biology lecture also like that. Then today no chinese lessons. Lol. 'Cause tomorrow going to Chinatown for some fieldtrip thingy. Hahahaha. Rest of the week also no chinese lessons. Isn't that great? LOLs. My team won the softball game today during PE too. Hahaha. 10-3. Had a pretty wild time, many of the balls flew far far away from the pitch. So zai sia, the batters. Hehe.
So do you think it's a good day or a bad day? U decide I guess. X-country coming up too. But no CO. Muahahahaha..
Saturday, January 22
-11:19 pm
Boring and unfruitful day.. Maybe I shouldn't have gone to play pool with them. Wasted my time there. Hmm.. But then told Ken that I would be sleeping at home too if I hadn't join them. Well, at least we get to know Ignatius a little more. He ain't as mugger-ish as he seems to be. Quite a lamer in fact. All right, almost all guys are lame anyways.
Saw Mavis today, but she didn't see me. So sad. =( Hrump. Haha. She was like playing amazing race with NJCO people lar. Must be orientation. lols. So orginial. Haiz, scarly SACO also like that then damn contradicting lar. Haha.
Gah, losing my voice soon, dunno if I'm able to sing tomorrow for choir. Bleh..
Nothing has been resolved yet. Made me lose confidence or perhaps open my eyes more to the downs rather than the ups that it may bring. Maybe that's God's way of telling me No. As much as I want it to be, I'll have to wait. For that someone better.
Aights, I'll
wait.
Friday, January 21
-10:46 pm
Haiz, cancelled the paragraphs that I wrote a few hours ago.. Sian. In short, went shopping with Hester and Yuqing today. Bought my new year clothings. Finally.. Haha. and all under $100. Cools sia. Heh. Aiming for converse shoes too. Really hope can get to buy it. Anticipating the post CNY sales, then maybe can buy them at a cheaper rate. Thinks that shopping with friends are much much better than with parents who just go in and buy what they wants. And the things they thought are suitable for us are actually not. Haiz.The thrill of buying stuff with someone giving opinions is fantastic. Haha. So big compliments to both of them!
Watched Alfie too.. First M18 show of my life and I'm not 18 yet. lols. Anyway, pretty nice show but couldn't make a comparison with the one screened in the 60s. Lotsa issues were discussed in that show, but pretty sure that I didn't catch most of it. Bawdy humour was in as well. (What can you expect? The protaganist is a playboy after all..) Kenneth commented that in every guy there's an Alfie. I agree. In fact, perhaps even women too. But committment is one issue that really differentiate the two sexes. Wonder why. Maybe it's 'cause man is afraid to commit for fear of woman overly clinging them - as they thought woman should be independent herself too? But wasn't man created to be the protector, the initiator and provider? Why must you shrink from this responsibility? Woman is at fault too. For not carrying out her duties appropriately. For not waiting and be helpful to man and for being initiative. Sorry, but this is my point of view. Christian's POV. Sorry to all the feminists in the world. Aiyes..
Had a talk. Showed a little more of myself today. Don't know if it was the right move to open pandora's box. Just pray it's not. It's going to be God's will. I don't want to destroy anything..
Monday, January 17
-8:11 pm
Yeah! I ran 3.2km in under 26 minutes. Nothing to be very proud of if you are talking about the timing. But the fact that I could run it without stopping, it's a blardy accomplishment. Hahahahaha! All thanks to my running partners Yit Shan and Elizabeth! Hehe. And Yit Shan has agreed to become my running partner for 2.4km! Woohoo! Let's pia yeah? And try to get a gold, after all this will be our last chance running a 2.4km for a test. Hee.
Scoffing is a degrading action. You never know how much you can hurt a person by it. In fact, any actions that connotates negative feelings/emotions are unacceptable. Ok, I'm talking cock here. Just trying to reflect if I'm always doing it. ... I think I am. I don't know if it's because of my low level of tolerance for some people or it's just a universal reflex action. If it's the former, then my bad. There won't be as much guilt if it was the latter. =P The world is perhaps created unfair just so for us to appreciate the little things that we have. Definitely not for us to scoff off though. It's probably just man and his sense of superiority, his want to become God. Just look at the things we have done to fellow man and nature. It's no wonder we look down at those who are inferiors, or so we thought they are. I don't know why I am writing this down. Perhaps it's because of all the recent activities that I've participated. Almost all of them involved those who are less fortunate. Their stories always made me feel how blessed I am.
Little petty stuff should just be let go. After all, they are not worth you getting angry over it for. Why look at those nasty stuff when you have so much to give thanks for? Don't compare what you have with those who have everything. What for? They may not be happy with their everything. I rather be happy and have nothing (material-wise) than to be unhappy but yet have everything. But can I really do this? This sense of content, can it be kept forever? Or will it be tarnished by the world? I don't want to. Really hope to keep myself in the long run.
Else hypocrisy is my new descriptive term.
Sunday, January 16
-10:52 pm
Hate confusing signals.
Hate conflicting actions.
Why can't a man be who he is naturally?
Why can't a woman be honest with herself?
Friday, January 14
-11:12 pm
Ayes, my brother got a trashing from mom today.. For using too many smses. I don't even dare to contemplate the talk time he used. She was trashing him lar. Haiz, can't blame her for it, since he didn't know how to control too. His fault too. But at least it's only once in a while. Not feeling very well too with quesy stomach that is. Bad day..
Wednesday, January 12
-10:25 pm
SACO committee members were flustered to the hilt as the counting of the heart pins and the money took place. Hester was frusturated with all the untallied money and pins. Apparently the Green Club, or even the organisation who packed all the heartpins in packets, never did proper counting of the pins, misleading us to think that we had lost 50 over pins.
Damn.
Almost got us into a fight due to it. -sighs- I swear never ever to do such selling ever again.
But perhaps it's also all our fault, for not having a proper accounting control team. All the lump sum were just thrown to Hester, burdening her with all the money. But then she's the treasurer. Hmm, still think she would have needed help.
I guess little frustrations in life help us in appreciating the little graces God has given us. Like the early sunset I saw on the bus ride home. Beautiful it was with all the colours and clouds. The seat that I felt no obligation to give up to any old people for there were plenty around. The brief wait for buses when they usually took so long to come. The home-cooked dinner that was waiting for me at home. And the no homework day. Little blessings that we should give thanks for.
Hmm, now that I wrote all these, what should I write to Ms Ho for her journal? And also to Elizabeth?
I'm suffering from a stuffy nose now. Please stay away from me if you do not wish to catch the flu bug. Heh.
Sunday, January 9
-10:34 pm
SACO is finally making some noise! New J1s are coming in already, there were like 12 of them yesterday. More will be coming on Wednesday. And there are like alot of RV people! Maybe the dream of getting a gold is not that far? Haha, let's just talk about getting a silver first. Heh. Yeah, I'm looking forward to CO practices! Oh btw, there's a cute or rather not bad RV guy. Maybe he'll be the eye-candy of many of the future J1s coming in. Hehehehe.
Friday, January 7
-10:37 pm
Spent lotsa money today. Haiz, all because of one christmas gift. Think Hester and I will believe we spent more than enough on that person. Hopes he appreciate it and the time we spent with him, since he's going to the army tomrrow. Haha! Seriously and thoroughly broke. Watched movie and ate at Thai Express. Spent more around 30 bucks lar. My wallet is now empty. Didn't know Thai Express is so ex lor. Haiz.. Meet the Fockers was great! Should go watch it, it's just damn hilarious!!
Quest For Love by Elisabeth Elliot should be read by every Christian who's looking for or already in love. Read it and you will know why you should read it. Non-christians can also have a go with it. Then maybe you can understand a little more of why we think this way or that way. Think of it as an intellectual/religious education of some sort? Hehe, just ranting. Anyways, I learnt alot from it, especially some Christians-should-know facts kind of thingy.
GP is getting interesting by the day. Maybe it's cuz the lessons are taught in a different manner, it is very refreshing. For instance, we get to debate about matters that are pretty controversial. Then we can like bring in religious matter without being slammed. Didn't know Ms Lim is a Christian. So yeah, I'm kinda looking forward to GP lessons now, although definitely not towards the drier stuff.
Our cookies are coming fine as well. The PR group had come up with interesting names for the store as well as the cookies. Heh. Join us at Campus Rumpus with the Saints on Feb 19! (Someone pls tell me if AJ is having a funfair on that day too???!! Thanks!! )
Oh yah, having an easily influenced mind ain't fun stuff. You can't just make up your mind. And with the combination of a wild imagination, it's like double trouble already.
Wednesday, January 5
-10:13 pm
Join the Er Mei Pai!! Especially if you are from class 04S62 SAJC. This is an order from the Heavens above. No one is defy the royal decree!!
Lols. This is pretty funny. All this came up because of an upcoming juniors-meet-seniors session. We were wacking our brains on what and how to educate all these unsuspecting juniors. More will be updated as more people join. Feel free to edit the profile too! For username and password, please look for Yit Shan, Min Chu, Thomas and me.
Actually we are already Er Mei Pai since the second intake as the class has only 2 guys out of a class of 24. And these two guys are in Wu Dang Pai if I'm not wrong. But since they are only 2 and we are 22, so Wudang is some sort of affliation to Er Mei. Or so I think. Hahaha.
Looking forward to meeting the juniors. -evil smiles-
Monday, January 3
-6:27 pm
School reopened today. The school was damn crowded lah, especially the General Office, with the fresh faces. There's no major clans this year, maybe it's because we are moving to Potong Pasir. Only a handful of Crescent Girls and Nan Hua people as compared to my batch, 76 and 78 of them respectively. Aren't many cute looking guys around, thought can have J1 eye-candies. Haha, maybe need them to mature a little bit or at least wear SA uniform first then say ba. The gender mix is quite proportionate too, not like ours, too many girls around.
And the timetable for this year sucks. Did I mention it sucks? Grr.. Hope it will change for the good after the first 3 months.
Sold my first funfair ticket today!! Heh, so happy! Met Yaming today by chance outside Ngee Ann Poly's bus stop. Yeah!! *jingles* Chatted up till I reached my stop.
Anyone who wants to buy tickets please look up for me can?? I still have got like 19 of them left? Haha. Don't go AJ's one! Whoops, think Keni gonna kill me!! Haha. Ciaoz!
Saturday, January 1
-8:08 pm
Happy New Year! It's the year 2005.
No biggie.
Numb? Perhaps just felt like any other day had passed. Everyone shares the sentiment of not wanting to school to reopen.
Major events going to happen in the year to come:
The horrifying A levels.
More and more commitment into YF.
SYF.
Friends coming and going.
Failing papers. Haha.
A relationship? Nah...
Spent the night over at Cindy's. Wanted to talk, play the night through, just basically ton. But, the mood was never there. Waited in front of the TV, counted down with Taiwan. Singapore had no countdown programmes. Received happy new year msgs from people. Played CSI which is really interesting, I want to buy and play!! Anyway, played Metal Slug 4. Continued 51 times, that's pretty bad sia.. Crashed out at the sofa, which shared by me and Shiling. I was really zonked out, didn't even hear Cindy talking at all. She was trying to get us up.. =\ but failed. Got sian by it, went to sleep too. Got treated to a buffet by her parents. Damn nice lar they all. Haiz, her parents really treated us like family man, damn paiseh.. As much as I grumbled about this group of friends, I really hope we don't get 'disbanded'.
Because there will be just too much to be lost..
